So I interviewed for a...job... with a corporation (and yes, i do still have a passionate hate for corporate world...) but it pays well (16.36/hr or Commission, whatever's higher). It was what came my way after I worked on my budget and was thinking about what to do to get some incoming money after the mall holiday job ends. Found the gig on craigslist, I attracted it through some thought. It was the only job I got a reply for an interview. So I went and because I hate corp I didn't plan on accepting the job at all and it seemed to be a conflict in scheduling for training at the time. SO! I went on with my day....
....Then someone at my job needed to switch shifts on the day that was conflicting with the training, and I thought no, mainly because I hate closing at night at the mall. But I let her know I would and that frees me for training. I e-mailed the guy (because his method was to have me contact him during a specific time frame if I wanted the job--he wouldn't be calling us) to let him know I was still interested in the position. He replied back saying it's fine for me to show up and get trained. So yay! 2nd chances exist! And it works well because it is a "pick your own hours" call center, so if I get a gig, I don't have to call in or whatever. I think it'll work out obviously because the universe aligned this for me from my thoughts of intending a desire for money and a job that would still work with my greater purpose--to act.
The next thing that happened is I went into work to get my paycheck (yes, it was a much needed payday!). I'd been down on myself a little because I haven't been to yoga within the last 72 hrs, so my thoughts were transmitting that I desired exercise. And when I went to park, there weren't any close spots available, but as soon as i got to the mall doors 4 close parking spots became available. I was like, "Thanks for the exercise!" LOL. I didn't get to work as many hours because of the shoot for the amazing Game Show. so I guessed it would be a very small, if-y paycheck. But when I got it, it was almost 1.5 times the amount i thought it would be! I was like,"Okay! The universe is really watching out for me now!" It was awesome feeling. Now I can have a small xmas celebration with some special food!
Then today, I dunno how much I can really share about the show I got on today--but! I got to be on a reality TV show pilot. It'll be interesting because they didn't really say much about what it's for, if there's something more to it, etc. And all we shot today was stuff that wasn't any giveaways to what the secret is. So we'll see! But I really was able to come out of my shell and be proud of myself and connect with a stranger (That was almost nearly identically dressed as me) and it seemed like we were best friends from high school. Darlene was so proud of me and she said I did great! So that was some excitment today!
What else? I got a "law of attraction" book and the Kim Stanley biography books from the library. I watched my "Acting Channel" on www.virtualchannelnetwork.com and it suggested a book I really want to read and get a handle on called Guerilla PR 2.0. The writer has done publicity for the Entertainment Industry for over 25 years--so he's bound to give some good ideas on how to get myself somewhere! I went to yoga, and was chosen as one of the examples for people to watch and follow. AND! That sparked a little bit of awareness of my Fear of Success. I have a library book that'll be coming in about that fear to get some insight on it. But the fact that I was chosen as the example started getting me to work harder. I wonder if I take that concept and put it into my acting if I'll start really pushing myself to "go there" and set the example for others in the audition ring. Then--I'll start really making headway. i like the sound of that...
well, now it is time for....drum roll please..... HAPPY AND GRATEFUL THINGS! for a change of pace, I actually was doing it throughout my day, so it should make it easier tonight... here we go!
- I am happy and grateful for Darlene
- I am happy and grateful for being on set today
- I am happy and grateful for how incredibly warm it was!
- I am happy and grateful for being able to let the fresh air in my apartment
- I am happy and grateful that I believed in myself today
- I am happy and grateful for Jeanie and the work she had me do
- I am happy and grateful for Kayla for being open to me "coach" her
- I am happy and grateful for the Christmas music on pandora
- I am happy and grateful for the doggies being patience
- I am happy and grateful to have my water back on after the water line broke
- I am happy and grateful that I took a nap today
- I am happy and grateful that I could inspire Kasha to change her thoughts
- I am happy and grateful for being positive in my thoughts
- I am happy and grateful that I am able to put together all that is around me
- I am happy and grateful I can hear well today
- I am happy and grateful for my crush giving me 3 hugs today!
- I am happy and grateful that he let me know that he is going to take my suggestion
- I am happy and grateful that he leaves tomorrow, even though I don't get to say goodbye
- I am happy and grateful for the Yoga teachers to respect me at the level that they do
- I am happy and grateful for new beginners in Yoga because it inspires me to do better
- I am happy and grateful for the oldies in Yoga because they make me feel there's more to learn
- I am happy and grateful the store having things on sale so I could save a little bit of money
- I am happy and grateful my car is still going strong
- I am happy and grateful I could connect with a stranger the way I did
- I am happy and grateful for kool-aid
- I am happy and grateful now that I can make acting my main source of income
- I am happy and grateful now that I have an amazing home in Burbank
- I am happy and grateful now that I can relax and have parts handed to me
- I am happy and grateful now that I have a great man in my life
- I am happy and grateful now that I have leading roles in movies
- I am happy and grateful now that I have more time for me
- I am happy and grateful now that I am with a great bunch of friends
- I am happy and grateful now that I am walking the Red Carpet
- I am happy and grateful now that I have worked with Jeanie on a set
- I am happy and grateful now that I study with Jeanie so often
- I am happy and grateful now that I take classes with Ivana
- I am happy and grateful now that I have more than enough money coming in to support everything
- I am happy and grateful now that I can be myself
- I am happy and grateful now that I can inspire a large audience
- I am happy and grateful now that I can lay on the beach
- I am happy and grateful now that I help out dog causes through volunteering
- I am happy and grateful now that I am successful
- I am happy and grateful now that I have met Jay Leno in person!
- I am happy and grateful now that I star in a comedy TV Show
- I am happy and grateful now that I am being compared to the likes of Meryl Streep, Jenifer Aniston, and Amy Adams
- I am happy and grateful now that I have seen Europe, Australia, and Russia.
- I am happy and grateful now that I am still in great shape
- I am happy and grateful now that I have a great car
- I am happy and grateful now that I can look back and know I made the right choice
- I am happy and grateful now that I can give back for all that I've taken in
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The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
~Frank Lloyd Wright
The thing always happens that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.
~Frank Lloyd Wright
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