Tuesday, December 22, 2009

So unproductive but turned productive... hm...

Well I haven't written in a couple days... and I have had events happening!! So you, as the reader, is probably like "HEY!! You're keeping good stuff quiet!?! What is that!?" But, here is all is!!

So I got called for an audition for a TV Sports Show. The guy absolutely loves me! First of all, we both hit it off talking about the Dodgers (Yes, finally that comes in handy!) and then we clicked about how my role would be. And When I taped the line he gave me, on the first take he was speechless because it was so good. He then told me that I'm exactly what they were looking for. He said I wouldn't find out until after the New Year, but he's really glad I came in!

Other than that, I went to training for a random job that I think does well for me. It's similar to Avon or Mary Kay, except I get the appointments from a corp office and meet with people. I don't have to sell a damn thing and I get paid. The pressure is low--thank goodness! And it's easy and simple to make good money.

After all that training I got home and felt like there was a thousand things I had to do, but I was in a bewilderment on where to begin. Then I started getting on my acting websites, and before I knew it, I found myself involved in another set of acting inspiring websites! And ironically all in the right timing. I've been working on my Image and what I want to do--and this chick at the website : http://www.dallastravers.com/index.php Focuses on just that!!! Holy cow!

And on top of that! A buddy of mine Stafford just ran into a slum in his acting career and so we're both gonna work together to get it back in shape and move forward! I'm so excited to get things going!!! All this hard work is going to start paying off real soon!!! I've added a new movie to my list, a couple new books, and some new inspiration fuel to my actions. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I'll be known soon enough! And by this time next year, I will be considering myself successful! That is the vision. Now to make it more concrete and stay focused! I can do this. I believe in myself. I believe in my success as an actress. I wrote this a few months ago....

As I was looking to become an actor, a common thread I found was every successful Artist has something to say and to inspire about the world. Take for instance, Bon Jovi, Oprah, John Mayer even Jim Carrey got into their business with a feeling of purpose--a message. The biggest memory that sticks out to me is one about Jessica and Ashley Simpson...

I read an article back 3 years ago where Jessica explained how their dad took them to the poverty areas of Mexico. When they were there, her dad continually said, this is the hard life. This is not the life you want to build for yourself. Now with your wealth there is power to change this. A few months ago, someone mentioned to me that they give to charities/nonprofits because they want to know that it's there for them in case they ever need it.

Even as I become more known, even successful and possibly famous, I want to inspire change in a world of hurt, where people are so closed-minded they feel it necessary to lie, cheat, protect, berate, and belittle others and refuse to acknowledge real emotions. That is why I chose acting and that is how I plan to fulfill my business as an actor with a purpose rather than being full of myself. My purpose goes for everything I become involved in whether it be a short film, a movie, a TV show etc.

I found it to be quite insightful... Here we go...

Watch out Casting Directors, Producers, and Projects, Roe is on the loose, and she will make your projects astounding!

I believe in me.

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A great artist... must be shaken by the naked truths that will not be comforted. This divine discontent, this disequilibrium, this state of inner tension is the source of artistic energy."
~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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