Jeanie inspiration, The secret and more...

I got to meet with Jeanie for a good 3 hours today! We did some insane hard work on script analysis and how to really connect it down to the core of me. We discovered some things from my personal lie being "I'm unlovable" and got to work with my feelings about situations that have happened. I can't wait to start reapplying much of what I learned today.

I'm re-watching The Secret again for some insight. It was really coincidental that Jeanie brought up The Secret during the time I worked with her. She inspired me to continue my work on the Law of Attraction and really going for what I want. I also found a unique experience that was attracted to me... I found Taylor Swift on a magazine cover and bought the magazine for the images for my visualization board. I really wanted one of Meryl Streep because she is a main idol and i really believe in her way of acting. She's one I'd like to follow in the footsteps of. And Jeanie happened to mention her and that she was in Vanity Fair. I took note in my head about it, and I happened to go to Whole Foods for dinner, and sure enough, the first thing I see is the Meryl Streep issue of Vanity Fair. Attracted by thought...

It is really kind of late tonight while I'm here, so I'll reflect on more tomorrow especially since I have a shoot tomorrow! So here's a quick "Happy and Grateful now for" list:

1. I am happy and grateful that I can be confident in my acting
2. I am happy and grateful that I am becoming known as an actor
3. I am happy and grateful that my dogs are very loving
4. I am happy and grateful that I have a strong car
5. I am happy and grateful that I am connecting with people in my acting
6. I am happy and grateful that I am feeling freer after meeting with Jeanie
7. I am happy and grateful that Jeanie is getting farther in her career
8. I am happy and grateful that Jeanie is cheering for me to do well
9. I am happy and grateful that I have a comfy bed to sleep in
10. I am happy and grateful that I have good food to eat
11. I am happy and grateful that I am very strong in my heart
12. I am happy and grateful that I can pursue what I want to do
13. I am happy and grateful that I have patience.
    
14. I am happy and grateful that I have a beautiful smile.
15. I am happy and grateful now that I believe in myself
16. I am happy and grateful now that I am talented in acting
17. I am happy and grateful now that I know how to train for acting
18. I am happy and grateful now that I enjoy time with myself
19. I am happy and grateful now that I can see the me that comes into a relationship
20. I am happy and grateful now that I understand a deeper respect of myself

That's where i'm gonna stop for tonight. Got to go to sleep!

Nite!