A great friend of mine bought me The Secret on DVD for xmas and sent it to me early. So I opened it and watched it. There were somethings that I've already done here (They mention listing things you are happy and grateful for, similar to my "Focus on the Positive"). But there were somethings that will stretch me a little further. Either way, through all the reading I've done--it doesn't matter who you are, where you come from, or what is available to you--it is WHAT you THINK and the energy wave you send out to the universe that really empowers how your life is lived. All of the Thoughts that are transmitted are significant in anything that you desire. My favorite part was when a lady mentioned about a time delay in how your thoughts become reality. To me these days it doesn't seem to be much of a time delay. I was sending out my job resume (so I have some currency flowing to me after my holiday job) and I started getting calls within hours. I am excited to try out some of the other theories and ideas that the speakers provided.
My dad sent me a $20 bill for emergency purposes to get back to Denver. Yes, I've kept that $20 bill in case I have an emergency. With that energy vibrating through the universe it can let off the fact that I'm manifesting a possible emergency where I must use that $20 bill to leave here, in happy ABQ, to go back to life-sucking Denver. SO! To change that wavelength: I took it, put a few extra zero's at the end of the $20 and now think of it as my dad's deposit into my $200,000 of what I'll make by the end of next year. I'm gonna add an image of an Academy Award statue next to it so that way it's connected with me earning that much from my acting. It's now above my pillow so it'll be the first thing I think of and the last thing I think of for my day.
An intriguing thing I put into effect before I received the DVD from my friend is to say what I'd like to have minimum 3 times a day. She suggested it, so I'm putting that to work. I won't tell you exactly what the 'likes' are, but it seems that didn't have much of a time delay either, I found another paid posting for a short film and a photo shoot. It's a really cool opportunity because it's for Firearms--so I'll get trained in firearms and that'll look good on my resume. I talked with the producer guy today. We'll see where this leads to!
There is a part of me that is ready to redecorate some walls in here with some of the visions they were speaking of. Yes, I've learned that visualization is powerful! And because I'm an auditory person, God help me if I ever become deaf. It was a good reminder of what is lacking right now. Nonetheless, there are a few things I will be changing and putting effort into.
It's also sparked an insight--before you can really change most thought and put into effect exactly what The Secret, Chopra, Robbins and the like talk about, one has to know how one is "conditioned." I say "conditioned" because whether we'd like to think our choices and how we do things as an individual are based off our own choice, most often they stem from some influenced choice (Similar to Pavlov's conditioning): from our parents, from society, from previous experiences/relationships, from school, and so forth. So until one becomes aware and conscious on these conditionings one can't learn to regenerate a more supportive thought in the direction of desires and intention. In one example, there was a guy who became completely paralyzed and the doctors kept telling him he would be a vegetable the rest of his life. In essence, the doctor was conditioned by the studies and possibly by other similar cases that there is no revival from the state the guy was in. However, the guy had determination and refused to be conditioned to that mode of thought, and a few months later, he was breathing on his own, talking, and even walked out of the hospital.
The movie to me is the glue that is piecing everything I've been reading and studying. It even pulled some stuff from Chopra that's relatible, some from Mike Robbins, and even from Tim Ferriss. I believe with all this information and knowledge that I have running through my energy, I'm bound to manifest being an Academy Award winner by the end of next year. That's my New Year's Resolution for all of those that believe in New Year's Resolution. And now that thought has sparked me on a soapbox....
I had a really brilliant smart Math teacher, and about this time when people would ask what his New Year's resolution is, he'd ask them why he should make one. He believed that he can start anything, any time he wanted, so why choose that day to make all the goals for the year? And I understand him completely. He even was part of my inspiration that I can do this acting thing and not wait till the new year because of that mentality. It's also a very cultural conditioning event.
...Okay, I'm off my soap box...
No matter what, it is easy for me to see that my thoughts have manifested me to this point in life: where I'm living in ABQ, where I'm focused on Acting, where I'm becoming supported by locals, and what I have. This time last year, I decided that if I was going to change my situation about work (yes, I hated my job, Colorado, and corporate world, just not with a passion yet) and if I was serious about acting, I had to change my thoughts about it. I wasn't going anywhere with my conditioned focus of getting married and having kids and shutting up about the world, my feelings, and my life. So it was time to take it into my own hands and structure it. I remember talking to a guy at work about what I had started planning and I remember responding to him, "By the end of this year[2009], I will be out of the state of Colorado even if it's the last thing I do." And by golly, here I am out of Colorado. And it hasn't become the last thing I've done! I started taking my acting serious, and although there were some conditioning and negative energy flowing in that area, as soon as I cleared that out and acknowledged it, I've been able to change that conditioning and negative energy and look below for all the acheivements I've received thus far.
Even going right into the relationships I attracted. I can see with my last ex exactly what energy attracted him to my life. Part of it was still the last hope that my "marriage/kids" conditioning and the other was a connection to an older part of myself. It wasn't about him, other than the fact that he was male. I was hoping that he would fix a missing link in my life, which isn't what I need. I must be able to be whole and have something to exchange with someone who's whole and willing to exchange. I like thinking of it better that way then constantly trying to leave a part of me empty waiting for someone to fill and hoping that I have what they need filled.
Well, that's a lot of reflecting for a late night. But before we go, here's a list of "Things I am happy and grateful for" (formerly known as "Focus on the Positives!). We'll go for as long as I can.... ready.... go!
I am happy and grateful....
- for meeting with a producer that's doing a paid project
- for my car working well
- that there are jobs available for me to have incoming currency
- to my puppies for walking all the way to the park
- for my great friend Kasha
- that I went to Karaoke.
- to be accepted by an older group like the producer peeps
- to find a way of changing some remaining negative energy around here
- to see Jeanie tomorrow
- for all the acting opportunities I've had and the ones coming up
- I made it to the mail box before the mailman did
- that I am learning how to manage my thoughts for better everything!
- that yoga has put my body back into a very nice shape
- for the interview I have tomorrow
- for getting an Agent that is thrilled to have me in her agency
- to have the courage to be myself and sing 3 songs
- for believing in myself
- that I am not scared to really dig deep within myself
- for the idea of testing a theory about learning methods and children
- the new interpretations of some quotes I've often been inspired by, but now know why
I believe in me. I believe I deserve $200,000 by the end of next year with an Academy Award Nomination, if not a win. The universe will determine how to get there, and I will pay close attention to the guides it brings my way to get my belief.
Here we go....
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As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world - that is the myth of the atomic age - as in being able to remake ourselves.
~Ghandi
As human beings, our greatness lies not so much in being able to remake the world - that is the myth of the atomic age - as in being able to remake ourselves.
~Ghandi
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